Things have quiet down. The dust have settled, leaving an empty clear plain. Breeze brushes across the plain once a while. I have been dancing across the sand to live in a delusion.
How empty it is..
The soul has a strong urge this morning. It is longing for a connection. A touch. That could perhaps be the starter of a new bliss.
Sleeping at 4am waking up at noon. Bloggin past midnight. This is indeed a luxury. Never knew till this moment.
This piece have been missing for so long. Since I was a kid. Perhaps now i realize it is the same piece that have never been found. A few others have completed a partial of this life's experience.
Yet, the soul longs for a connection, one that it could not seem to locate its whereabout. Where are you? Are you existing in a different plane?
Nothing seems so exciting anymore. The sea is just a sea. Night skyline is just a night skyline. Hills are just hills. Fields of meadows still sends me euphoric luckilly ;). I still exist. I still feel. That's what's left.
What are you searching for lilow? Where do this soul trying to find.
Drop me hint.
Maybe I do know.
Afraid to speak it.
Speaking might break the wall and leave it vulnerable.
But denial is more painful.
It has overflowed.
ID has admit it.
Now it's just waiting for the SUPER-EGO to accept it.
And EGO to act.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
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